i feel like the most depressive, depressing fuckup right now. the symptoms are worse than they've ever been. this is how i ty[pe unedited, sincen my ri9ght hand it completely, utterly nh8mb. wearinbg my stupid flaggses , glasses, s9ince otherwise i'm seeing dowuble,. soifcuking fruswtrated. FRUSTRATED. i feel like somethingn is squeezing my hand, my neck, and the right side of my body as forcefully as possible. numb constriction: i am being devoured my a snake that lives in my brain. my physical self has caught up with my emotions. i am jealous of the me of a month ago and how frivolously i squandered my abilities. i am a fucking waste of skin. that is how i feel. boo fucking hoo. whatever.